December 2010
39 posts
i got two weeks of chaos and after last night it all came haltingly to an end. not that i mind that the chaos is gone, i just wish it hadn’t gone the way it did. i hate being the one to bring it up but if i hadn’t, i’d probably still have this migraine to deal with anyway. and just so you know that it wasn’t a test to your affection, i wasn’t sure of what i was...
Dec 30th
italy was built on uneven cobblestones
i can’t exactly remember the names of the streets we walked down because most of the walking was really just wandering in the wrong direction for at least an hour. my brother giving the wrong directions every single intersection, the firecrackers that really sounded like bombs going off every few minutes, being packed into narrow cracks and freezing forty meters under downtown naples. i...
Dec 30th
cappuccino + florence and chocolate.
today was the first day i woke up without feeling an ounce of ache running through my entire body. and with all this sunlight pouring through our windows in swirl-shaped patterns, i think i’ll try to stay out as long as possible. today downtown, tomorrow rome, and somewhere within these next few days we’ll find our way to florence. 
Dec 29th
stealth
i talked to you today. this morning to be exact, your night, which is part of the reason i hate being on this side of the world. every time you’re awake enough to talk, i’m already lying in bed and too tired to scramble out of it to find the phone. it’s been hard to find the right moment when we’re both home and we can lie in our beds and talk on the phone for more than...
Dec 26th
i have spent the last five miserable days being hardly able to breathe, my face so sore as if someone punched me, and my whole body aching. i find it ironic i flew halfway across the world to spend christmas with my family, lying in my bed. i’ve hardly left the house and i’m dying to get out. i want to see venice, and rome (again), and capri, and anywhere else this beautiful place...
Dec 26th
i’m on the other side of the world so i think it’s only natural that i would feel invisible from time to time.  *i miss san diego. 
Dec 26th
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Dec 21st
i am eating way too much here. the “dough-ball-stuff-with-the-salt,” the sweet arugula salad, the other “dough-stuff-with-the-nutella,” and pizza with prosciutto, and pizza with salami, and pizza with the four cheeses, tortellini soup, the real carbonara pasta, and lots and lots of gelato. oh. my. god. the gelato. i love italy.  
Dec 21st
Anonymous asked: What is the capital of Liana?
Dec 20th
it's been interesting, 2010
there are a lot of things about this year that i’d like to forget. and then there are plenty more things that i never want to let go of but i should eventually if i ever want to feel completely myself again. and i need to look for improvements. but i’ll get to that later, i guess. 
Dec 19th
Listenben jelen - come on thinking back before her i...
Dec 15th
Dec 15th
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i’m done. well, as close i can be to being completely done. tomorrow’s not something i’m entirely too worried about since i can’t “prepare” for it anyhow. so, the lecture notes that have piled up in stacks around my room are being recycled as i’m writing this and my books are already lying in bins, waiting to be resold to an unlucky someone for next...
Dec 15th
Anonymous asked: So today I was in a dim lit area at a coffee shop, when all of I sudden I saw candle jack above me which then i scr
Dec 12th
i don’t like to parade the part of my life that involves musing over a few beautiful people but in your case, it can hardly be helped.
Dec 12th
and i suppose that applies to this one, too.
Dec 9th
i can wait for seven days. i can wait if it means you’re waiting at the end.
Dec 9th
Dec 7th
let’s just say, for once i’d rather be the girl on the outside.
Dec 7th
nilla asked: to answer your previous question: You’ve got to be kidding me. I’ve been further even more decided to use even go need to do look more as anyone can. Can you really be far even as decided half as much to use go wish for that? My guess is that when one really been far even as decided once to use even go want, it is then that he has really been far even as decided to use even go want to...
Dec 6th
Anonymous asked: Has anyone really been far as decided to use even go want to do look more like?
Dec 4th
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nilla asked: lol so i haz 2 outfits... i text you... do you accept pic texts? also, have fun at ksf tonight :3
Dec 4th
Dec 4th
Anonymous asked: El spit o el swallo
Dec 4th
Anonymous asked: You know.. the whole thing ! You didn't hear about it? It's been going around like crazy that you accidentally the whole thing. Is this true?
Dec 4th
eeshuhmay asked: you are getting such great, thoughtful questions, my love. hahaha
Dec 4th
nilla asked: dude, exactly. iono what classifies as a cocktail dress hahahahaha... /girl fail T_T
Dec 4th
Anonymous asked: why does the credit card unleash the shopping beast within?
Dec 4th
Anonymous asked: I heard you accidentally the whole thing, is this true?
Dec 4th
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nilla asked: ... woman, do you have any cocktail dresses i can borrow... that's appropriate for christmas parties... i'm freaking the fuck out right now lmfao <3
Dec 3rd
Anonymous asked: If I had you, a room, and a guitar, what would happen?
Dec 3rd
Anonymous asked: So ur with ur honey and yur making out wen the phone rigns. U anser it n the vioce is “wut r u doing wit my daughter?” U tell ur girl n she say “my dad is ded”. THEN WHO WAS PHONE?
Dec 3rd
Anonymous asked: Is it true that if you don't use it, you lose it?
Dec 3rd
Anonymous asked: why do you suck at beer pong when you face me
Dec 3rd
snow, cocoa, and christmas trees
because you asked, and because i didn’t know how to say that i’d rather have you than anything else you could possibly buy me for christmas. but just in case you’re still wondering: the dinner cruise you promised me last christmas a beige wallet books by jane austen    or nicholas sparks,    charlotte bronte,    chuck palahniuk mini snickers, trolli eggs, dark chocolate...
Dec 3rd
ask me something. anything.  →
Dec 3rd
"you're staring again"
and i’ve been doing that a lot lately. i don’t even realize i’m watching the floor as if it holds something interesting for me while simultaneously humming something unfamiliar aloud and i only just then notice he’s talking to me. it is worse than i thought. i am completely out of it and normally this would bother me during this time in the concluding semester, but it...
Dec 3rd
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Dec 2nd
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you are too distracting.
Dec 2nd