January 2011
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this place has lost its familiarity. like i left everything i once knew somewhere behind me and now it’s in a million pieces. all tattered. all torn. and the only place i want to be that makes me feel like less of a stranger is out of my reach for the next four months. i knew i was unprepared to come back here and maybe i shouldn’t have at all. here means facing the one thing i was...
in the morning
there’s this golden moment when the sun licks through the gauze fluttering at my window warming my eyelids to opening
this golden moment when i’m not yet awake enough to remember that there are things i would rather forget
i could never forget about you.
falling under
a week ago i was more than looking forward to the impending semester and my approaching freedom but now i’d like nothing more than to stay here and fall into the ease and quiet of my surroundings. and even though i miss you, really really fucking miss you, i’m not in any rush to return to the sunshine. a month that once seemed too unbearable somehow transformed into something familiar...
you and me, we have a lot of work to do.
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because you remind me sometimes that i can never really forget anything you’ve ever brought to my life.
how happy is the blameless vestal’s lot! the world forgetting, by the world forgot. eternal sunshine of the spotless mind! each pray’r accepted, and each wish reisign’d;
alexander pope
happy new year, kid.
for a fifty-five dollar fee you can apply to graduate from state and i finally have enough credits to do so. so there, it’s done and my name will be on that roster along with a thousand and something other students this coming may. it still hasn’t fully hit yet that in four months there won’t be anymore ten-page papers or midterms or shit-group projects or finals for me to...