January 2012
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December 2011
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recovering from the repercussions of last night and the bitterness is mild but still lingering and i’m not angry with you, not in the slightest, but something is there and i suppose it has everything to do with my inability to act on my feeling. from the start, i was never the traditional type and i was never the one earnestly waiting because let’s be honest, i am too impatient for all...
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for waiting too long
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i go where i please.
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it’s never made an appearance in my twenty-three years although i did at one time believe it could be possible when i became aware of the tall blonde and beautiful boy that made a fleeting presence and impression in my life but now i’m older and now i’m less imaginative so when i do finally see you again i won’t think that i’ve fallen in love. i’ll just remind...
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an unfortunate seven month slump and now living the life of the unemployed. i have only weeks to make my decision. to italy and beyond?
oh, san diego. you make my heart sore.
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Watchnilla:
oh holy jeez.
murry christmas from the antlers. this vid sucks too, hahaha.
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Watchit was supposed to say ‘by laurana’ but i only have movie maker and it sucks for cutting it off. :\ and it sounds like mumble mumble mumble.
bad bad bad sound quality but this is for @grrrald. with love. you better like our stupid song.
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sandy claws
it’s a half hour into the christmas day and this is the first christmas i haven’t spent in the company of my family or in some foreign but beloved country i consider home for only a few short months at a time. so to make up for the lack of family holiday traditions, i’ll spend the rest of my night watching my most favorite movie from the talented mr. burton and waiting till laura...
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how everything goes down.
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on the fourty-five minute drive over to murr.
phammusubi-deactivated20120201 asked: i like your taste in music. the strokes = best band
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mismatched leg warmers and chipped coffee mugs and the strokes loudly playing on repeat.
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good ol days
we’ve spoken on one occasion and i hardly see you but i always hope and my god, you’re cute.
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lover, are you lonely?
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it’s cold inside
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of course i love you. you are the only reason this place is still as interesting to me as it was the first time we met. you feel like home and we fight too much and there are times when i’d like nothing better than to punch you in the face. but i still love you, even if it kills me inside.
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from 2007, the year that broome designated me his...
“watch. one of these days you’re going to meet some goofy-artistic-dancer type that’s going to be just as crazy about the strokes as you are and he’ll love watching barney and ted till 2 in the morning because he knows they’re your favorite. he’ll know exactly when to serenade you because that always wins you over and he’ll beat you at scrabble because...
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(taken from my shoot with ry.) the day was already beginning to wind down and i laughed when he kneeled and swept me off of my feet to keep me from stubbing my toes in the gravel.
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twenty ways to see the world (oh ho).
“What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be...
it’s easier to see now. it was hopeless. it was over before it had started and i should have seen what was inevitable but i wanted to believe and i wanted to try because i knew there had to be some unthinkable reason for the feelings to be lingering around for so long. but i was wrong. you’re no good for me and the depth of my disappointment is unfathomable.
i can’t even look...
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“it’s like re-reading your favorite classic book. you know what’s going to happen, you can’t change what’s already been written, you know the ending. so buy another book.”
-a friend that would most likely hurt me for even considering going back.
oh the endless possibilities of stupid things i give in to.
Anonymous asked: everything is right for its own reason. easy to forget the obvious truth that life is fun
